Mistakes and New Years Resolutions

Everyone makes mistakes right? Have I made too many? is there such a thing as too many? Am I allowing someone to play with my emotions and string me along like there is nothing to be achieved from this? Have I Jumped too far too fast, or not fast enough? Is there any battle or contest that I should be in for fighting a losing battle? Too many questions with not enough answers. Am I selfish for wanting something I cannot have or that does not exist? Have I shun away the only people to keep me sane?

Another year is almost over and what do I have to show for it? Another year older, another broken heart, great friends and family, awsome job, my health.

I think i'll be making some new years resolutions this year. The last time I did resolutions was a few years back when i was working at mc ronchies. Its time I paid back the people I have wronged, people I have lost touch with, and start living my life for me.

Mattie C. I am in need of some retail therapy over the holidays. Lemme know when you're availiable.