Tis the season

Yesterday's retail therapy was ok. I went out with me mommie and we went to walmart, save-on, and to Kingsway. Walmart was a fricken zoo. I ended up cashin in on some of the holiday sales which was great. Maybe i'll get some more shopping in when I go into work tomm and friday.

I had went to the UofA hospital today to get some x-rays done and I swear it took me like an hr to find the diagnostic and in.....(some big words that they use to call x-rays) and by the time I got there I was sent downstairs cause they were backed up. So by the time that I actually got in, took the x-rays, and was out, I had spent like 3 hrs trying to get it done. But since the lady who took the actual x-rays didn't rough me up, i didn't mind. When I went to get my blood work done, I swear if i asked for a band-aid the lady would have ripped my head off. The lab technician who took my blood was rough and not up beat. I had to (oh how can I put this so it doesnt sound gross) I had to place my sample into a test tube after using the washroom. I felt like I was stabbed with the needle. And I waited quite a long time for the lady who was doing my electrocardiogram. And what is it with everyone wanting me to spell out my name and my date of birth. I did this like 3 separate times. I haven't heard back from the doctor so I am assuming everything is good, seeing as he told me that if I don't get a call within 3 business days that I'm going to live (and it's been 4 now).

So I went back to blockbuster today to rent a movie and maybe talk to that young guy. Turns out that he wasn't there when I went and I ended up running into a guy that I don't ever wanna see again. I had thought that once I'd left 7-11 that I'd leave everything that was associated with it behind as well. Seeing as that isn't the case, i'm left pondering what to do next. I think its time to start making new years resolutions. So here goes:

1. Find a permanent and stable job. Maybe outside of the city.
2. Find peace and get over my broken heart. Time to let go of everything and figure things out so that I can be happy once again. I'm not getting any younger and time is only ticking away.

I think that's about all that I've got on my plate right now. But i'm sure there's more that i'm not thinking of.

Here are a few tidbits I forgot to mention in my last blog:

So I was shopping last week at Walmart and I just so happened to run into Sheldon. For those of you who do not know Sheldon, I will tell you. When I was in gr. 11 I took Social 33 (I took 23 in summer school after flunking outta social 10 and wanted to get one less diploma writing outta the way). Sheldon happened to be in my social 33 class. I sat at the front of the class and he sat right beside me. He'd barely come to class and I'd rarely see him hand in or do any work. I was there everyday taking notes, studying, and doing all the good student things. He went into the diploma and came out with a higher average than I did and I had a grudge on him for the longest time. When I was working at Mc Dicks that he worked there too and one day he transferred to my restaurant (he got promoted to a first assistant) and that entire first day I was avoiding him and he knew why too. As time went on, I had gotten to know him a bit and then set a new years resolution to let it go. Well, as Mattie C knows, its like a soap opera in Mc Dicks. So everyone knew everything even if you didn't say anything. In other words, everyone is involved in the office politics, whether you want them to be or not. But anyways, back to my orginal story. I ran into Sheldon at Walmart, after a year and a half or two, we caught each other up in our lives and turns out that he no longer works for ronchies but in a casino--i think its the new one on fort road--and is single. (No I am not going to even think about pursuing anything with him.)

I ran into another one of my ronchies buddies, Sean. I'm going to first off say that he's gay. Not like Behn kinda gay. He doen't even seem like the type of guy that u'd think to be gay. So don't even think about me hookin up with him either. I love this guy to bits and pieces and would give my own life for his. Anyways, it had been 2 years since we had last talked and I ended up giving him my digits one night when mz. aggie and I were on a bus ride home from dt. He ened up calling on the night that all of us went out to Montanna's. I kept forgetting to call him back, up until friday night. We talked for an hr or so and it felt great to catch up with him. I forgot how much fun it is. He's got this awesome attitude that you just can not love to be around. So hopefully I won't lose touch with him again.

A big thankyou and lots of thanks to mz. maggie. I had received a teddy gram on Friday with balloons tied to its arm and a birthday card. I had no idea you had gone down and done that. Thankyou so much it's awesome. I think there's some pics up on the shared hard drive at work, if i can find something i'll post it up on my next blog. And thanks to mr. allan for pickin me up from work last friday and attempting to fix my pop's laptop.

If I don't say this before the New Year, I thank each and every one of my friends for everything this year. Without all of you, I don't think i'd be where I am right now. Oh, and mr. mattie, I don't think i'm doing anything to ring in the new year, so i'm able to attend whatever kinda party u'r wanting to throw (if there is a party).

P.S. I'd still like to go skating and see the xmas lights too but i've got no one to go with.