What the Hell is Wrong With Me?

Ok so i've been to the doctor on many occasions to try and figure out this ongoing pain in my chest. I've had x-rays, an electrocardiogram, antibiotics (which were not that fun to take--Biaxin), and the pain was so bad I went to see another doctor yesterday and neither him nor my own doctor can find a damn thing wrong with me. Its been worsened after these antibiotics and my doc says whatever i had (from the x-rays) is now gone, and that he'll speak to a specialist and for me to phone back in a few days. I was first told it was bronchitis, then told it was neumonia (sp?) now i have no idea wtf my body is doing. (along with a rash on both of my legs that wont go away either). I figure i've been having this problem since the day after the system concert (which was so awesome by the way) cause i remember asking mr romeo if he was sick and if he passed on to me some how. So now I just tough it out until a. the pain is so bad i get admitted to a hospital and die or b. sit back and wait for it to go away on its own.

work is seemingly alright. I haven't had any change in what i'm doing or the amount of my workload. (as you may all have noticed i've been on msn more) I've taken on playing games to help me stay on task and not be so bored. I've started reading the latest installment of Harry Potter (the half-blood prince if any of you forgot which one) and mz. cupcake I has your last book--lil white lies--and a few other prezzents for ya.

Mr. muffin and mr. bagel....what is happenin in your lives now? I think we've started loosin touch again. I know mz. cupcake is workin her lil tooshy off at Dickensfield and trying to get back into the whole back to school thingy, but guys, we need another get-to-gether and catch up on some things.

Now as for my other readers whom i have lost touch with gimme a holler sometime cause i have no-one's numbers or any contact information to contact anyone....... and maybe we can set up a dinner/movie date or coffee or somethin.

(8) Lonely, i'm so lonely, i have nobody.....

nah, i know that i'm not alone, i just feel that i've been outta touch from too many ppl for too long.

Mz. Cupcake, I wanna go to Marble Slab but mr romeo has outright refused to go with.....COME OUT WITH ME!

So kiddies, i've over-maxed out my credit card and have cut myself off of anything involving spending large amounts of money and told myself that if i spend on my credit card for anything (other than gas for me car) that i'll cut it in half and rid myself of it. AAHHHH, my shopaholic sprees have caught up with me......

So i'm thinkin i wanna cut my hair really really short in the fall. so short so that I can spike it and do odd things to it. i'll miss the long hair but with it being short, it'll be so much easier to manage and I won't have to worry about so much product in the shower or using hair clips or stuff like that.

mr muffin, i found an mp3 player i'd like to get but i dunno if its worth it, I know i like it but from a techy point of view (yes mr bagel you can comment if its good too) i need a bits o' help. I found it on ebay....http://cgi.ebay.ca/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&ih=014&item=330014034025&rd=1&sspagename=STRK%3AMEWA%3AIT&rd=1

I think that pretty much takes care of things that are on my mind for now for updates.

--Cheers!