And the beat keeps running......
- No update on my chest pain condition. Its worse now than before I took the antibodies to get rid of it. Doc says whatever was there before (from the x-rays) is gone now and doesn't understand why its worse when it should be better.
- Mr Romeo has decided that we are of no longer (and won't return any calls/messages so that I can go get the last of my stuff and has blocked me from everything, has lost his cell phone--I tried to cancel it but I can't afford the cancellation fees) So now it's x-romeo. And I ask that no one askes me how i'm doin cause its not that great and to have my heart stommped (sp?) on. I've hit depression again. I'm fine so long as no one talks to me about it. So I ask everyone who knows me to just not talk about the subject nor mention anything about it. I'm working past it all, just gimme some time. I love the guy but he's not ready for me. I guess he's just a little kid not wanting to grow up. I understand that no one's perfect but come on, by u'r early 20's u should have a drivers licence (and a lil car if you can afford it but that's not important), some sort of job, know how to cook and cook u'rself a good meal rather than eating junk or out all of the time, either be out on u'r own or be able to pay rent, and have a good outlook on life.
I think i'm gonna give up on dating altogether. I'm tired of broken hearts, i don't wanna go through those phases of momentary bliss in the beginning to no romance in the end.
- I still have not found out whether I get to stay here or not. I was told yesterday that my package is sitting on the Executive Director's desk and that I have to wait a bit longer to see what she says and when she gets back from being sick. I was thinking that if I don't get to stay here that I might get into the trades. Do an apprenciship of somesort and then work onsite wherever I may be needed. I thought maybe electrician cause I don't have to life heavy things and I have the patience to well...i'm not too sure if you need patience or whatnot to that kinda work. There is good money out there (yes i'll have to do a wardrobe change, and spend like 12-15 hrs a day on the job site) but atleast I can have the money in my back pocket and be able to afford big things in years to come.
- I've set my profile to private (as most of my readers got the e-mail -- or should have anyways) I did that cause Mr. x-romeo decided not to let me in on his life so i'm not letting him in on mine, and not only that, I get all of these weird ppl in my friend request box and I don't want that anymore. So for all of my friends PLEASE do not divulge any information from my blogs to anyone that may ask for it (particularily anyone that may be mr. x-romeo's friends) and let me know if they do. I just thought of somethin....I had it posted on myspace before hand that I had that blogspot website, I wonder if he's gonna try to check there....ok, i'm just gonna change my url but keep blogspot. So no worries.
- Mr Romeo has decided that we are of no longer (and won't return any calls/messages so that I can go get the last of my stuff and has blocked me from everything, has lost his cell phone--I tried to cancel it but I can't afford the cancellation fees) So now it's x-romeo. And I ask that no one askes me how i'm doin cause its not that great and to have my heart stommped (sp?) on. I've hit depression again. I'm fine so long as no one talks to me about it. So I ask everyone who knows me to just not talk about the subject nor mention anything about it. I'm working past it all, just gimme some time. I love the guy but he's not ready for me. I guess he's just a little kid not wanting to grow up. I understand that no one's perfect but come on, by u'r early 20's u should have a drivers licence (and a lil car if you can afford it but that's not important), some sort of job, know how to cook and cook u'rself a good meal rather than eating junk or out all of the time, either be out on u'r own or be able to pay rent, and have a good outlook on life.
I think i'm gonna give up on dating altogether. I'm tired of broken hearts, i don't wanna go through those phases of momentary bliss in the beginning to no romance in the end.
- I still have not found out whether I get to stay here or not. I was told yesterday that my package is sitting on the Executive Director's desk and that I have to wait a bit longer to see what she says and when she gets back from being sick. I was thinking that if I don't get to stay here that I might get into the trades. Do an apprenciship of somesort and then work onsite wherever I may be needed. I thought maybe electrician cause I don't have to life heavy things and I have the patience to well...i'm not too sure if you need patience or whatnot to that kinda work. There is good money out there (yes i'll have to do a wardrobe change, and spend like 12-15 hrs a day on the job site) but atleast I can have the money in my back pocket and be able to afford big things in years to come.
- I've set my profile to private (as most of my readers got the e-mail -- or should have anyways) I did that cause Mr. x-romeo decided not to let me in on his life so i'm not letting him in on mine, and not only that, I get all of these weird ppl in my friend request box and I don't want that anymore. So for all of my friends PLEASE do not divulge any information from my blogs to anyone that may ask for it (particularily anyone that may be mr. x-romeo's friends) and let me know if they do. I just thought of somethin....I had it posted on myspace before hand that I had that blogspot website, I wonder if he's gonna try to check there....ok, i'm just gonna change my url but keep blogspot. So no worries.
posted by Tina | 9:00 AM
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i know its been awhile...that be my fault...but all i can say is wtf!
-bubba
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