A New Beginning?
So, this self help book i'm reading (Its called a Break-up Because its Broken) is quite useful in explaining all of the why's behind the questions i've always had (since last year when I got my heart stomped on and now even so today). Things are getting a bit easier each day (not by much though). I still have moments where the hurt is more than I can bear and just have a crying session, and sometimes I want to call him or even go and see him but the book says to make a choice and i've chosen to fight those urges and become a better person. But enough about that.
(Note to Mr. Muffin: don't read this section cause u'r gonna be upset with me after you do--and I'm so sorry you didn't come with us) So Mz. Cupcake wanted a new desk for school or something and wanted to go to IKEA. So on Sunday the two of us and one of her nursing friends went on a lil adventure. (after playing phone tag for the past two days) I pick up the two of them after worky, and then we go all the way down to the big big furniture store. Ok so we're there and shit hell if I could find somewhere to park. WTF ppl! we find a spot and then someone else is already sittin there with their signal on to get into that spot. Ok, lets drive around the lot some more. We eventually find a decent spot and are of to shopping. YAY! Ok, so the three of us load up our shoppin lists and by the time we get downstairs into the warehouse we only take about half (or 3/4) of the stuff we wanted (either the warehouse is out of stock or it won't fit into my dinky lil car). So we shove everyting into my trunk (with 1/2 of the back seat folded down and i'm really surprised that everything fit nicely) and go get frosties from Wendy's before goin home...Putting mz. cupcake's desk together was quite the challenge. We boo-booed in one spot but I got that fixed and with her brother being very brotherly at the time, her desk looks awesome! (it took us like two to two and 1/2 hrs to put everything together but it was worth it)
So the next day (yesterday) mz cupcake and I went for breakfast at A&W and I had that Homestyle Ham & Egger (with the tomato and whole wheat bun), it was awesome for a breakfast sandwich. So then we go and pick up a few friends and acquaintances and go shoppin at WEM. It wasn't too busy when we got there (kinda dead round 10:30 o 11:00 in the morning) but then by the time mid afternoon came around, the mall was packed. I ended up charging another $100 to my visa but at the moment I don't care cause I went out to have a good time (which I didn't with the acquaintances) but after dropping off the others I had a great time with just mz. cupcake (not that I didn't have a good time with just you whilst we were shopping--but it felt better afterwards)
For all of you who are concerned about my health, my chest pains are goin away. I may have one pain a day but other than that no more pains.
Ive gotten rid of a whole buncha junk that Ive gathered and starting things that Ive been meaning to get to. And lemme tell ya that it feels so liberating now that I actually have room to breathe, walk around (via my basement), and do things without having permission from my significant other to do it (or have fun). On the other hand it feels kinda lonely. But that what those shopping trips and getting outta the house if for (thanks so much Mz. Cupcake, if u hadnt suggested I go shopping or even just spending time together, Id still be on the couch mopin and cryin all day long)
I find somethin hard to figure out. I've had more friend requests now that my profile is sit to private than I did when it wasnt. Most of whom are people from the states tellin me how sexy I look. Meh, whatever. I've also decided that Im not gonna be afraid of that bastard who broke my heart. Why should I be afraid? Why should I be the one to hide away? Well not me, not anymore! So what if he wants to read my blogs? Ive got nothing to hide. I am a better person than that. I am standing up for myself. All of you know what to expect in my blogs (aka not just some random stuff from nowhere like poetry) its what happens in my days that all of you read about.
(Note to Mr. Muffin: don't read this section cause u'r gonna be upset with me after you do--and I'm so sorry you didn't come with us) So Mz. Cupcake wanted a new desk for school or something and wanted to go to IKEA. So on Sunday the two of us and one of her nursing friends went on a lil adventure. (after playing phone tag for the past two days) I pick up the two of them after worky, and then we go all the way down to the big big furniture store. Ok so we're there and shit hell if I could find somewhere to park. WTF ppl! we find a spot and then someone else is already sittin there with their signal on to get into that spot. Ok, lets drive around the lot some more. We eventually find a decent spot and are of to shopping. YAY! Ok, so the three of us load up our shoppin lists and by the time we get downstairs into the warehouse we only take about half (or 3/4) of the stuff we wanted (either the warehouse is out of stock or it won't fit into my dinky lil car). So we shove everyting into my trunk (with 1/2 of the back seat folded down and i'm really surprised that everything fit nicely) and go get frosties from Wendy's before goin home...Putting mz. cupcake's desk together was quite the challenge. We boo-booed in one spot but I got that fixed and with her brother being very brotherly at the time, her desk looks awesome! (it took us like two to two and 1/2 hrs to put everything together but it was worth it)
So the next day (yesterday) mz cupcake and I went for breakfast at A&W and I had that Homestyle Ham & Egger (with the tomato and whole wheat bun), it was awesome for a breakfast sandwich. So then we go and pick up a few friends and acquaintances and go shoppin at WEM. It wasn't too busy when we got there (kinda dead round 10:30 o 11:00 in the morning) but then by the time mid afternoon came around, the mall was packed. I ended up charging another $100 to my visa but at the moment I don't care cause I went out to have a good time (which I didn't with the acquaintances) but after dropping off the others I had a great time with just mz. cupcake (not that I didn't have a good time with just you whilst we were shopping--but it felt better afterwards)
For all of you who are concerned about my health, my chest pains are goin away. I may have one pain a day but other than that no more pains.
Ive gotten rid of a whole buncha junk that Ive gathered and starting things that Ive been meaning to get to. And lemme tell ya that it feels so liberating now that I actually have room to breathe, walk around (via my basement), and do things without having permission from my significant other to do it (or have fun). On the other hand it feels kinda lonely. But that what those shopping trips and getting outta the house if for (thanks so much Mz. Cupcake, if u hadnt suggested I go shopping or even just spending time together, Id still be on the couch mopin and cryin all day long)
I find somethin hard to figure out. I've had more friend requests now that my profile is sit to private than I did when it wasnt. Most of whom are people from the states tellin me how sexy I look. Meh, whatever. I've also decided that Im not gonna be afraid of that bastard who broke my heart. Why should I be afraid? Why should I be the one to hide away? Well not me, not anymore! So what if he wants to read my blogs? Ive got nothing to hide. I am a better person than that. I am standing up for myself. All of you know what to expect in my blogs (aka not just some random stuff from nowhere like poetry) its what happens in my days that all of you read about.
posted by Tina | 10:20 AM
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YOU GO GIRL!!!!! heehee
u're my gym buddy.
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